Please no one mind me right now. I don't normally post major private stuff on here but I feel like this is the only place I can truly vent. I just found out that my ex got married. My ex that I still love with all my heart and I always will. But I was never 1st for him. I was always his last option. If anyone came along he would go with them. It was nothing new. It's been a 10 year cycle. Last being the begining of this year. But this time, he got married. And it hurts bad. And I know alot of people are gonna say there lots of fish in the sea, he's not good enough for you, ect ect. But I've been hurt too many times. by too many people. i'm done now.....